brooke said what?!
Brooke DiMartinoTCHS. Senio12
filipino & white
061712<3
just when things were going good with everything it takes one night for everything to come crumbing down. I feel like when one bad thing happens everything else comes down with it. Reality hits and shows me that my perfect world isn’t so perfect after all. When my family is going well, reality hits and shows me that family isn’t always laughs and getting along.. My relationships with people that I love to death become no longer as perfect as I thought.
It sucks to know your not what everybody wants you to be. Everybody has expectations of you and you can’t meet them no matter how hard you try. You keep things in because you would rather let it eat you inside then let it turn into an unnecessary fight.
Sometimes I feel so small and everything around me is moving at lightening speed. I feel so overwhelmed with everything that my chest tightens and I can’t breathe. And when people talk to me I can’t hear them, all I see is there mouth moving but I can’t make out when they are telling me. I just want to cover my ears, close my eyes, and just stop thinking just for a second. It sucks to know my happiness is limited, not because of the people around you, but because you…
they show me how desperate people are for my attention. Well anonymous here’s my answer to your question:
1. sorry you’re not in our family of friends so you need to stop trying to ruin it. And if people are talking to crap then specify what they said and who said, don’t hide behind a computer and a grey face.
2.HAHA my friends would never leave me. We are all too close and love each other too much to ever not be there for one another. But nice try.
3. Brandon will NEVER leave me and if he did I’m independent and I could stand on my own two feet. I don’t NEED anyone to be there for me, yeah support would be nice but I can cope on my own.
4. I didn’t push anyone away when I got with Brandon. If people aren’t a part of my life now then there’s a reason why they never stuck around. That’s not in my control. AND Brandon’s friends were both of our friends before Brandon and I even got together.
5. Harsh reality is, if some people can’t handle how I am now then they are more than welcome to leave. I’m not begging or asking anyone to stay. If they are willing to stay in life then great, if not then sorry.
Truth of the matter is anonymous you clearly don’t know what you are talking about. But hey, thanks for giving something to write about while I was bored! Nice talking to you (:
